sadness

i dunno why.. had been feeling super terrible these few days.. is super terrible.. something gg wrong?? how come i feeling so scared now... so worried... have a urge to run over and get things clear.. the way of talking and the attitude tt returned.. make all my hairs stand... recalling abt the past.. my tears often fall.. i dunno wat happen... having a very confused feeling... i try to believe tt there is nth... and i really hope is nth wrong... haizz... prehaps i juz being too emo..

as for qsn.. i decided to ignore her... to watever she do.. and say.. no matter hw she call me up and blah blah.. i juz hope she can juz do her job well and dun cross the boundary.. for this last 1 mth.. juz be guai and dun do anything silly le... may things be better.