haizzz.... juz gotta my results yesterday.... HAIZZZ... quite disappointed actually with tt results and my cap drop... haizz... already quite bad liao... still drop somemore... oh no... hope tt it wun drop further... haizzz...can u imagine? when u really study v hard for tt mod... and the results u got is not wat u wan... can u imagine tt feeling!!! is v torturing loh... and disappointed with tt...No matter how hard i try to forget... or i try to take it easy... say is always easier den do... Juz couldn't let it down... heartbreak...totally disappointment have overwhelmed my mind.... wat to do... next sem try harder... suddenly lost interest in everything... no matter how many people console me... and i promise them i will be back to myself... I hope i can really do so... really wanna to cry... i dunno y.. although i pass, and clear all tt mods... still feeling quite sianzz and sad... anyway... i told myself no matter wat have to let go loh...time for some soul searching...
SOmetimes i ask myself, have i put in my full effort at understanding tt mod?? or i juz wish tt i can get thru it asap.... when i see people getting results better den me.. i will feel jealous... and try to work harder but in vain... everything seems to be against me... haizzz..... seeing my results like tt... make me feel like no interest in everything... haizz.. well i think is time for me to let go anyway... cant carry this burden with me always... nxt sem will be a brand new sem for me to start afresh... lesser computer... more study.. lesser cca commitment.... yes! i can do it... next week i will start my camp marathon.. hope tt thru these camps.. i will be able to forget everything... and start afresh... pray so!!
No worry my friends, i will be back to myself... the cheerful me asap.... (",) no to worry abt me... hehehe
SOmetimes i ask myself, have i put in my full effort at understanding tt mod?? or i juz wish tt i can get thru it asap.... when i see people getting results better den me.. i will feel jealous... and try to work harder but in vain... everything seems to be against me... haizzz..... seeing my results like tt... make me feel like no interest in everything... haizz.. well i think is time for me to let go anyway... cant carry this burden with me always... nxt sem will be a brand new sem for me to start afresh... lesser computer... more study.. lesser cca commitment.... yes! i can do it... next week i will start my camp marathon.. hope tt thru these camps.. i will be able to forget everything... and start afresh... pray so!!
No worry my friends, i will be back to myself... the cheerful me asap.... (",) no to worry abt me... hehehe
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