Yesterday... a lot of things happened to me.. first the test i was taken yesterday... was terrible.. i think i gotta fail this test.. after my test i was so sad till i called up belinda and msg some of my friends to tell them abt it... ahz!!!! den after tt i went to compass point to buy a packet of yong tau fu... but when i came out... IT was raining very heavy and i was like showering while walkin to the bus stop... after i reach home, i ate my dinner and had a whole nitez break.. dun feel like doing things... after the shows.. i went to msn and chat with some of my friends... one of my friends Siufung will be going back to army camp tonight... and he sent me his photo.... hahaha.... is not bad as wat he say la.... haha... After i talk to janelle they all, and i felt like a failure... i am not a good xty... i often make mistakes and din take note of the bys stuffs. whether do they have email add a not, i also dunno... how can i be a good xty? the BYs and JQs seems to lose confidence in me... and how can i make them gain their confidence in qsn..... haiz... this is one thing tt have been brooding me for the past few mths... i know i am still learning, but i also need to manage my sch work.... and one of the JQs even tell me he dun care anymore... and trying all means to get out of qsn... u noe how sad am i... somemore he added that not only him, there are three more persons... OH NO!!!! the whole nitez i wan thinking abt this.... and i almost have the ideas of quitting qsn.. and dun bother abt it anymore... but in the end i threw away this idea.... cause i noe is my responsibllity... Maybe is a test for me mah... and if i can cross this curdle.. i will succeed.... LM put me in this test hoping me to grow up and stand up after i fell... So i cant disappoint LM rite... well... i noe how the situation like in qsn now... and hoping to save this situation.... Having to juggling with my sch work and my qsn stuffs is not tt easy... and since i have been promoted to a xty... i had a hard time... with all the sms and the contacting stuffs... and tt time the ZYS stuffs... have been stressing me... and even till now... i was still stressed abt how to settle the qsn stuffs... my sch work is also stressing on me... haiz.... think i need more leadership skills and dun make too much mistakes again... YES! have to reflect on my performance always.... hehe...
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Had been quite busy especially after the exam period... marking and marking... recording marks... ermmm... Even though is hectic... but at least i feel more relaxed now in holiday... Had our Year End Dinner on 23-Oct at Concord Hotel... well is a fun dinner and i won a chocolate fondue.... hahaha... 5th prize... The theme for the night is "Serangoon Stars" ... and all of us were like Stars... and i chose " Catherine Zeta Jones " hahahah super long name and lucky i chose this name... haha.. Our Venue - Buffet Dinner with only 2 dishes for me T_T Me and Yiyou Bears that represent us... =) Little small gift that we received... After that, on 26-Oct, i accompanied my 1T2 Darlings to the Southern Ridges Park... ha hot weather but we met Mr and Mrs Monkey with their 2 cute children... haha Natasha and Siti Mrs Monkey searching the rubbish bins... Excited about the wooden waves.. =) Yeah~ 1T2 darlings with Mr Ng and Miss Kong =)...
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